Friday, December 16, 2005


physical exertion becomes an antidote to ennui

when there is
no time to think—think about people, plans and pains
no time to apply rationality and sensibility
no time to learn and unlearn and relearn

when there is
disgrace, disgust and hopelessness,
and your soul is seething with anger
to prove to the world of your capabilities

when there is
this world that, you think, is looking at you
as an anathema.

I know it is a bit too acerbic and hopeless. I guess, writing brings the worst and the best out of me. How coincidental, somehow the thoughts in the previous post seems to have been like a forerunner to my way of life—especially the last statement! Sincerely hope I revert to my normal mode soon.


idli ideas said...

i was in the same hopeless condition till yesterday...just got better

Meera said...

Your vocabulary goes way over my head :-(

reNUka said...

idli ideas - uh!!! welcome home!
good to hear that :-)

meera! oops!! i forgot to the link them to this time - sorry abt that! :D

REFLEX said...

Let me open the Dictionary site before coming to ur blog or I will send ur page to translate :).

reNUka said...

reflex - ada paavi!!! :-(

REFLEX said...

unake nyayama.
Naanga ellam Kalaignar madhiri Tamizh pesuna, nee sudden aa vandhu AMMA madhiri English pesi bayamuruthu raye, nyayama...

vashok said...

Physical exertion is the all powerful antidote i frequently turn to....And hardly ever has it let me down.

reNUka said...

REFLEX - yaedho ennala mudinjadhu... koncham poruthukkonga. ;-)

ashok - :-) nice to know that there are ppl who share similar emotions.